No Parking Sign [She'll Be Okay] [DEMO] #

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A couple days ago, I wrote a post about how I became a clown. And, um, this song is actually kind of about the girl that turned me into a clown. … I met this girl at an erotic art expo, and she was dressed like a clown. And she told me I would look cute as a clown. And, at the same time, I was kind of… I wasn’t really dating this guy. I had moved to Michigan, because of my high school boyfriend who broke up with me the week after prom. Um. Like a month before I was supposed to move out to Michigan. … So, I was living with my dad in this house I felt completely alien around, and I was trying to convince this dude that had broken up with me to, I guess, start fucking me again? I don’t really know, ‘cause he was like a stringy little high school boy, and honestly, who cares? But, I was obsessed with him. And um, I– whilst I was trying to court this young gentleman, I met my clown girl. And this song was for him, but it mentions her. Um, as a sin. And I don’t think– I– I don’t think the sin was being with the clown girl. I don’t think my circus girl was the sin. I think the sin was me trying to force myself in this suburban Michigan life that I did not absolutely belong in. And I was right to choose the circus girl. But… let’s visit nineteen-year-old Kate.

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